Sunday, September 30, 2007

旅程 - 再见了!

步入了这个车厢有好一段日子了，
在这里，我遇见了很多人，事，物
但，现今人事已非!

无论如何，
我必须开始收拾行囊，
将一切导致行囊包变得繁重的事物统统给留下，
整理一下行囊包，
这下子，行囊包轻了好多!

轻轻地将行囊包关上，
好了，准备就绪!
在走之前，我还回头看看那些被我遗留下来的事物!
我对着那些陪我走过这段日子的事物说:再见了!

虽然有点不舍，
但我必须懂得放下!

现在的我可以随时启航到另一个车厢，
我将载着满怀的希望踏入另一个新的车厢,
希望会是一个好的开始。
Posted by 六月 at 4:10 PM 2 comments
Saturday, September 29, 2007

朋友是什么?

昨晚，
我收到一封短讯，
由一位不常见面，
但保持着联络的朋友寄来的。

" 朋友是什么?
它是你从陌生冷酷的大地找到的一丝温暖。
朋友不是认识后，
等有需要时才想起，
而是时时刻刻放在心中的。
而你就是我时常放在心中的朋友。"
短讯这么写着。。。

这封短讯让我沈思"朋友是什么?"
朋友，是可以听你倾诉，却又可以为你保守秘密的人?
朋友，是无时无刻为你想的人?
朋友，是可以让你打开心胸接受她/他的人?
朋友，是会让你开心的人?

你认为呢??
Posted by 六月 at 9:45 PM 8 comments
Friday, September 28, 2007

Fortune

j: I'm lost in my life...i feel uncontrollable on my favor...
j: i will be arranged by someone...
S1: what do u mean?

j: i dunno how much exposure i may take
j: mean i dun like the feelings dunno wt i will do
S1: ha ha that's audit lor
S1: unpredictable

j: no..i mean i dunno where i will be... who will b follow
S1: actually, your exposure will depend on luck
S1: if u lucky enough, u get good senior who trust u, then u got more

j: ya, i agree!
j: so i gt no luck lu~
S1: hmmmm... will get soon !
S1: he he...

- Is this the style that applied to everyone? I'm doubted. Perhaps, I don't know the "Rules" here. Yet, I have the right to about my fortune! Although it's unpredictable but it's not uncontrollable. -
Posted by 六月 at 10:26 PM 4 comments

Sad

S1: go and let her know
j: but I've being charted till end of tis month
j: how to let her know?
j: i dunno how to put my feelings into words
S1: ha ha ha

j: v will have meeting tis Friday
j: teach me how to phase into words?
S1: aiyo!! u better have a slow talk with her

S1: but your chance will depend on whether there is any big company to be audited
S1: maybe we can discuss it during later
S1: or, I'll try to talk with her about tis

j: ha ha...i will try to voice out in the meeting
j: anyway, thanks for your concern :P
S1: my responsibility as your x senior
S1: ha ha


-I find no difference after i voiced out something in the meeting. Everything will goes without my willingness, acknowledgment and consent. I feel very bad about this.Even though I'm trying to make a change for tis, they will still the one who decide my luck.-
Posted by 六月 at 10:12 PM 0 comments

Warmth

S1: amoi
S1: wanna ask you sumthing
j: yes?
S1: r u ok?
S1: seem not....
j: y?
j: i look very dumb?
S1: not to say so
S1: but, the amoi who with me in Controlmatic look more fresh than the current amoi
S1: u got any prob?
j: :)
j: Nola...just dint sleep well
S1: ooo
S1: i see
j: for quite a period
S1: still busy?
j: no, but ...i think I'm wasting time over here because under tis assignment,I've been doing the same thing as i entered here for one month + .
j: I'm doubt on my learning progress
j: i never handle with something different.
S1: oooo...but u still got few months to go, right?
j: ya, but i dunno whether i gt the chance or not!
j: I'm willing to learn more...

-S1 is the only senior who care for me (so far). I was so surprise when he asked about me.

S1,
I appreciate you as my ex-senior.Thank you !:) -
Posted by 六月 at 9:39 PM 0 comments

好想好想

回头想想，
我是否抱着期望进入这公司，
我也开始模糊不清了。

在每个月交替的时候，
我常会反问自己，
你学到了什么?

有时，
真的很无奈。

感觉上，
我的命运是由别人来决定；
人家叫你坐，你就坐；
千万别站噢!

很勇于学习的我，
却被一些人，事，物
淹没了那颗赤热的心。

好想自己负责一些部分。
好想开开眼界，看看别的部分。
好想可以学更多。。。
好想好想。。。
现在就结束!
Posted by 六月 at 8:55 PM 0 comments

其实

四个月了!!
很快地就步入第五个月了!

当学长叫我去讨论作业报告时，
心情是平淡的!

在讨论当儿，
学长问了我一些
不知如何回答的问题:

1) 你对这份作业有什么期望?
没有。

2) 你满意我们对你的评分吗?
还好。

3) 你有想过毕业后要进入哪一行列吗?
有。

4) 你对我们有什么评语吗?
没有。

其实，在两个月前， 我有期望的。
其实，我已有打算毕业后要进入哪一行列。
其实，我对你们是有些意见的。

其实，我很清楚地知道，
我们只是你们的工具，
需要的时候，就用；
不需要时，就不理。

其实，我过得好闷!
两个月里，
我只负责一些
可有可无的工作。

其实，无聊的字眼不停地出现在我脑海里。
到底你们有否想过我们的感受?
我们重要吗?
如果当你们需要人帮忙时，
我们却不在你们的身边时，
你们会如何解决琐碎的工作呢?

其实，你们有否想过，
当我们没工作时，
我们是在做什么吗?

其实，当我在把作业报告正式交给你前，
你好奇地问:" 你只负责这些吗?"
我只觉得这是个好滑稽的问题。

其实，你有否为我们想过呢?
也许我们真的无能为力；
也许我们帮不上大忙；
但你有尝试过吗?

其实，你们是否想过
我们的前途也许会被你们影响?
也许因为你们，我们放弃进入这行列；
也许我们被你们畏缩为只做芝麻绿豆的事的人；
太多的也许了!!
我不想再想了!!
Posted by 六月 at 7:49 PM 7 comments
Thursday, September 27, 2007

NURTURE FRIENDSHIPS

What do your friends bring to your life?

An extra wardrobe,
a box of tissues with your name on them,
happy hangovers and great memories?
Or maybe it’s more like guilt-trips galore, criticising comments and constant headaches?

“Friendship is not designed to be a burden,” warns Purcell.

“It’s a reciprocal relationship that’s important to your whole wellbeing.
Good friends generally offer their encouragement, honesty and laughter. They’re there to help shape us, support us and offer a refuge.”

If these attributes don’t ring true for certain names in your address book, then maybe it’s time to do a bit of deleting. Of course, friendships go through ups and downs and it’s a bond that needs care and maintenance – however, if it’s continually causing more pain than pleasure, it’s time to question whether it’s worth the time and emotional energy.

-quoted fr CLEO - Life Coach
Posted by 六月 at 9:44 PM 1 comments
Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Cover

S: why dun u tear off the plastic cover of your water bottle?
J: erm...bcs it can protect fr spoilage.
S: is it? or bcs u r lazy..hehe :))
J: (speechless) maybe...:P


This story may apply the same theory into our life.

Water bottle have to protected by its plastic cover;
However,
Human is always protecting themselves by wearing mask.
Posted by 六月 at 11:06 AM 1 comments